Episode #2 Jυѕt talking аbουt mу life situation before mу first panic attack
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21 Responses to “Before the frist Panic Attack #2”
I so can relate to panic and Anxiety! I also have Phobias and Bibolar and also draw Disability over my issues! These problems have caused me to have High blood pressure now and I’m alos just not long ago been place on Blood pressure pills for that at 25 years ancient. I’m 26 now. I also made a vid that was 10 vids long about my childhood to now. I started getting Disability at 18 and ever sence I’ve gotten way WORSE and meds don’t work for me and not able to hold Jobs as well. So that is my life!
I had a major re-run of this condition at school 3 years later, school psychiatrist took information from previous condition and diagnosed me with chronic anxiety disorder, which now I know is a pile of BS, because I haven’t had a single incident in a couple of years and feeling fantastic. I went to travel in South East Asia, visited many countries, many perilous places, got into some extremely risky behaviour with local women, never felt better in my life, I reckon doctors don’t know squat
I had an affair with a girl after I recovered from initial case( I couldn’t leave the house for 3 months), I reckon the generalized anxiety disorder with panic attacks was a incorrect diagnosis – at least I did obviously risky things in life and with girls, like unptotected sex or driving my car without a license in extreme weather and small driving experience, it was only during onset of these panic attackes that I felt helpless and dread of dying creeped in. I was no longer aware what caused them.
Sorry for 4 long posts, it was I believe a combination of events that led to my initial panic attacks, a build up of stress in life. This was basically my introduction to the whole anxiety attack scene, it took me a while to believe that there wasn’t anything physically incorrect with me at that point and later on. It took some time to sort my life out,I can honestly conclude that I don’t have any medical condition, stopped taking medication ages ago, drink beer occasionally, thrills seeker
It lasted 2 hours, probably what I had was a series of continuous panic attacks, because later I read they don’t last more than a few minutes, I thought I was having a heart attack, got my cellphone out, but couldn’t dial 911 because my hands were numb, my arms were also numb, my head all around skull was going numb, I could hear blood bursting through ears, it hurt pretty terrible, I questioned for help a weirder and was told to basically to “f*ck off” which immediately sent me for another spin
Got a new job, had a fight with a manager within the 1st week, went on to dozing on coffee in the morning and beer in the evenings. Didn’t show up for work one day, got a weird onset of a cold( probably from stress), stayed at home for 3 days with lights out, world seemed like a crazy place. Then one day I got out and went to a mall, thinking about the girl( it made my heart race), my family, thinking I may never see them again, I had the first panic attack in public place
So then I got back to work( at 21), was working 2 jobs, things were going excellent, went out with friends occasionally, we got into a car accident, crashed into a police car, no-one was hurt. Had a sexual affair with owner’s daughter at work, didn’t work out, quit my job, went to a new place, my former roomate went to another country( I had a bit of argument about money with him, didn’t part all tnat well), again isolated, feeling useless, the girl sent me a letter saying she loved another
I lived in a foreign country( canada) since age 17 without financial/emotional support from family. Things were going OK( but really not , often not being able to pay for rent or food ) I was in a car accident, dislocated my right knee, had to quit my job – wear a brace for 3 months, got out once for a beer and got hit by a car again, this time ligament strain on my left knee, so I had 2 knee injuries simaltaneously, I was stuck at home for 3 months Nobody came to help.
Hey, Ive Had Mine For Around 5 Months Now, Mine Started By Bein Ill & Stayin In My Room For Like 9 Weeks.. Its Not Nice & Anyone Who Has It Needs To Get Help.. Luckily Mine Are On There Way Out And I Didnt Need Pro Help I Had My Mum By My Side xx
I want to express that you have alot of courage for giving people a real but long detail in dealing with Anxiety Disorders. This condition is real and if one wants to live a fulfill life it is vital to deal with this. Myself I suffer from Anxiety sometimes I feel excellent and when I feel excellent things come simple for me but when I feel terrible things are hard and at times I weep by myself because I find small or no sympthay from my wife or others
Very imformative this disorder is real and not a joke. Many people do not show empathy towards this because they don,t or have ever expierience these feelings. Your videos will show people who suffer from this ways in dealing with anxieties. I,ve been there and at times I feel excellent but at other times I weep for no logical reason or concern. Take care my friend always the best for you
Thank you for posting these videos. They are very informative. I appreciate them very much. I have suffered panic attacks. My most recent one was last week. They are very scary. And I hope to learn many new things from your videos. Once again thank you very much and keep up the brilliant work.
Hey I learned alot from you videos, they helped me write a Psychology paper on Panic Attacks and Disorders….you’re awesome for coming out and sharing your experiences with the world. Thanks so much!
mate i have been suffering from severe anxiety and panic attacks. i watched this one, i am interested in viewing your work but they are al very very long…
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
I so can relate to panic and Anxiety! I also have Phobias and Bibolar and also draw Disability over my issues! These problems have caused me to have High blood pressure now and I’m alos just not long ago been place on Blood pressure pills for that at 25 years ancient. I’m 26 now. I also made a vid that was 10 vids long about my childhood to now. I started getting Disability at 18 and ever sence I’ve gotten way WORSE and meds don’t work for me and not able to hold Jobs as well. So that is my life!
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
I had a major re-run of this condition at school 3 years later, school psychiatrist took information from previous condition and diagnosed me with chronic anxiety disorder, which now I know is a pile of BS, because I haven’t had a single incident in a couple of years and feeling fantastic. I went to travel in South East Asia, visited many countries, many perilous places, got into some extremely risky behaviour with local women, never felt better in my life, I reckon doctors don’t know squat
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Your english is very excellent bro. Excellent for you making these videos. It takes a lot of courage to make them.
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
I had an affair with a girl after I recovered from initial case( I couldn’t leave the house for 3 months), I reckon the generalized anxiety disorder with panic attacks was a incorrect diagnosis – at least I did obviously risky things in life and with girls, like unptotected sex or driving my car without a license in extreme weather and small driving experience, it was only during onset of these panic attackes that I felt helpless and dread of dying creeped in. I was no longer aware what caused them.
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Sorry for 4 long posts, it was I believe a combination of events that led to my initial panic attacks, a build up of stress in life. This was basically my introduction to the whole anxiety attack scene, it took me a while to believe that there wasn’t anything physically incorrect with me at that point and later on. It took some time to sort my life out,I can honestly conclude that I don’t have any medical condition, stopped taking medication ages ago, drink beer occasionally, thrills seeker
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
It lasted 2 hours, probably what I had was a series of continuous panic attacks, because later I read they don’t last more than a few minutes, I thought I was having a heart attack, got my cellphone out, but couldn’t dial 911 because my hands were numb, my arms were also numb, my head all around skull was going numb, I could hear blood bursting through ears, it hurt pretty terrible, I questioned for help a weirder and was told to basically to “f*ck off” which immediately sent me for another spin
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Got a new job, had a fight with a manager within the 1st week, went on to dozing on coffee in the morning and beer in the evenings. Didn’t show up for work one day, got a weird onset of a cold( probably from stress), stayed at home for 3 days with lights out, world seemed like a crazy place. Then one day I got out and went to a mall, thinking about the girl( it made my heart race), my family, thinking I may never see them again, I had the first panic attack in public place
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
So then I got back to work( at 21), was working 2 jobs, things were going excellent, went out with friends occasionally, we got into a car accident, crashed into a police car, no-one was hurt. Had a sexual affair with owner’s daughter at work, didn’t work out, quit my job, went to a new place, my former roomate went to another country( I had a bit of argument about money with him, didn’t part all tnat well), again isolated, feeling useless, the girl sent me a letter saying she loved another
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
I lived in a foreign country( canada) since age 17 without financial/emotional support from family. Things were going OK( but really not
, often not being able to pay for rent or food ) I was in a car accident, dislocated my right knee, had to quit my job – wear a brace for 3 months, got out once for a beer and got hit by a car again, this time ligament strain on my left knee, so I had 2 knee injuries simaltaneously, I was stuck at home for 3 months 
Nobody came to help.
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Hey, Ive Had Mine For Around 5 Months Now, Mine Started By Bein Ill & Stayin In My Room For Like 9 Weeks.. Its Not Nice & Anyone Who Has It Needs To Get Help.. Luckily Mine Are On There Way Out And I Didnt Need Pro Help I Had My Mum By My Side xx
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
u stil having it
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
i had my first attack at the age of 13
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Thank you all so much for your nice comments !!!
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
I want to express that you have alot of courage for giving people a real but long detail in dealing with Anxiety Disorders. This condition is real and if one wants to live a fulfill life it is vital to deal with this. Myself I suffer from Anxiety sometimes I feel excellent and when I feel excellent things come simple for me but when I feel terrible things are hard and at times I weep by myself because I find small or no sympthay from my wife or others
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Very imformative this disorder is real and not a joke. Many people do not show empathy towards this because they don,t or have ever expierience these feelings. Your videos will show people who suffer from this ways in dealing with anxieties. I,ve been there and at times I feel excellent but at other times I weep for no logical reason or concern. Take care my friend always the best for you
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Your English is awsome my friend!
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Thank you for posting these videos. They are very informative. I appreciate them very much. I have suffered panic attacks. My most recent one was last week. They are very scary. And I hope to learn many new things from your videos. Once again thank you very much and keep up the brilliant work.
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Thank you so much and excellent luck with your Psychology paper !
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Hey I learned alot from you videos, they helped me write a Psychology paper on Panic Attacks and Disorders….you’re awesome for coming out and sharing your experiences with the world. Thanks so much!
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
Hi and thanks for your comment. Yes my videos are long because they are very detailed. I find it very vital to be detailed.
January 28th, 2010 at 7:17 am
mate i have been suffering from severe anxiety and panic attacks. i watched this one, i am interested in viewing your work but they are al very very long…